have you had one of those days when you just feel down and blue?
when your spirit seems to be at free fall
with the future is just a vast desert of depression,
and you dont know why?
im having one now.
im so ready to shed tears.
the problem is that i could not just cry without any reason to
so im raking my mind for possible reasons for my sadness.
but i could not come up with one.
im just sad, that’s all.
i wish it was raining right now
so i would have the full effect
i would sit by the window
look at the rain
and savor the sadness of the world.
sadness is such a joy.
its almost addicting.