roller coaster

i love roller coasters. sometimes.
it gives a thrill like no other ride can give. its ups. its downs. its 360 turns.the corkscrews.
it makes me scream. it makes me laugh. it makes my heart pound.
its exhilirating.
but i can only take several seconds of it. barely more than a minute.
then i want to get off.
i cant spend [...]

i am a shoe.

(note: work of fiction)
when every relationship you enter into always succeeds in failing
one cannot help thinking: is it me that has a problem?
if im going to string a bean for every attempt at a happy lovelife, i would already have made a bunch of rosaries,
prayer beads for the desperate.
i would like to think that im [...]